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Music: Evanescence - Sweet Sacrifice
Quote: "And oh...you love to hate me, don't ya honey?"
Mood: exhausted



Ok so finally after over 6 months, I managed to do something with this site. I got the domain ages ago, but I just couldn't find the time or motivation to do anything. So here it is, with yet another new layout, surprise! haha And I know some people are gonna be like "Clay Aiken? wtf?", but I honestly don't care, I like him and his music, if you don't...well that's too damn bad. Comments about the layout are still welcomed though.

So christmas is over, it was pleasant. I wasn't in the mood as usually since the last couple of years, but hey I don't need christmas to have a good time, do I?
I didn't get much, but then again, I didn't ask for anything either. I just got new speakers for my comp, a snow globe, money and sweets, so nothing too special.

Christmas got tainted though by the news we received on wednesday. My cousin Irenke told us that my aunt is doing really bad. She can't get up anymore nor sit, she just lays all day in her bed since 3 weeks. It hurts me cause my uncle is doing bad too and it doesn't look like either of them is gonna make it too long anymore. So my mom and I decided to fly to Serbia, to see them alive one last time. Which means we won't fly over for the funerals, but hey, I'd rather spent some last quality time with them instead of crying at their funeral to be honest. So right now I'm just praying they'll make it until we get there. I'll leave on the 11th January and return on the 19th. I'm really trying hard to not think too much about why we're going there and more so see it as another opportunity to be with my family, which always makes me happy, cause I love them dearly, although they are so far away. Of course my mom is emotionally down too, they are her last 2 siblings since my other uncle died already 10 years ago.

I also wanted to apologize to anyone who I have rarely talked to since getting the news and always leaving chats on MSN as well, but I was just not in the mood, I hope you guys understand.

Ok I should end it here.

Drea out...

Wow, shocker, a new layout again! LOL Like I said in my last two blogs already, it really seems like I only update with new layouts. So yeah, here it is. What do you think? I don't take credit for the layout idea, cause I got inspired by the layout Erwin made for Katelyn's Jackie site a while back. So all credit for the idea goes to him. Gotta give credit people! I personally think it turned out great. Well, of course...cause it features the absolutely gorgeous Mr. Andy Douglas. The man is too hot for his own good, no shit.

Anyyyyway. LOL My birthday passed by and I didn't get any birthday graphics. Yeah, shame on you people. Nobody loves me. *sniff*
You're all gonna feel my wrath of hell soon, once I get over this stupid headache.

So how was everyone's easter? Mine was pretty boring to be honest. My bro Zoli is in Hungary currently with his family, so no family visits this easter and my other bro, well, he's fucking up his life again. Nothing new with him.
I got some really nice bling bling for easter, along with tons of chocolate that I will probably never eat. But let me show you my bling.



Awesome huh? Now everyone knows who they are dealing with when I have this wristband on. haha My mom wanted to have it say "Andrea", which is of course my full name, but they told her it's too many letters, so I thankfully got it with "Drea" on it. It's cute, makes me look like a girlie girl though, which I'm totally not, but whatever. LOL

So I had a dentist appointment on wednesday and let me tell you, I got my gums raped literally! I don't know what the hell was wrong with my dentist, it seemed like she didn't get laid since 5 months and let all her frustrations out on me. My whole mouth was bloody and to top that, she squirted water in my eyes, which made my make-up flow down. So after I was done, I went to the waiting room where my mom was waiting for me and there was this absolutely hot guy. I seriously wanted to approach him, but the look he gave me when I came in. Well, let's just say, he looked horrified to say the least. My mom just told me to go to the bathroom for a second. I had no clue what was going on, so I went in and when I looked into the mirror, I totally understood why the guy looked at me like that. I looked like fucking dracula! My black mascara was all over the place and I had blood under my bottom lip. There went my potential date, thanks to my dentist! So I cleaned myself up and quickly left, cause it was embarrassing. That experience reminded me exactly why I hate dentists. Ugh!

Ok that was it for today I guess, I gotta get rid off my headache now.
Leave me comments bitches! LOL

Drea out...